It sucks to watch others get approved by the same Dr's who denied you, TWICE, when you're suffering with the same to worse symptoms as they are.
It sucks to watch as others fundraise and get mass donations in a short time and I feel like I'm pulling teeth for a buck (if I'm lucky).
It sucks to watch "friends" on Facebook share random posts about others they DON'T know who are suffering with things and add "this really touched my heart" kind of messages to it, when they haven't even acknowledged what I'm going thru or bothered to share my fight and struggle...yet they know me.
It sucks to basically be left to raise an astonishing amount of money in an inconceivable amount of time with seemingly no way to make it happen without a pre-existing non-profit, forcing me to have to find a way to "suck it up" and return to work where I'll have to fake it til I make it.
It sucks to feel so alone...
It sucks to see no light at the end of my tunnel yet again.
It sucks being completely let down by ones who forgot about you, when you never forget about them.
It just sucks...a lot.
Friday, May 17, 2013
Bitter Rants of the Downtrodden
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Hi! I am interested in knowing more about your journey. I was recently diagnosed with a pineal cyst. I am wondering if you have had any follow up imaging to see if the cyst has grown, shrunk or remained the same? Do you know of any natural treatments that can help heal the body from these?
ReplyDeleteHi Natalie. :-)
DeleteI'm actually sitting waiting to be called back for my third MRI.. The second one showed 30% growth after 7 months, but Dr's refuse to recognize it. I don't know of anything natural to help ( I've done natural stuff nearly my entire life), but do know that some people have going relief of some symptoms by changing their diets ( gluten free, processed food free, etc). however, none of these things have changed my ever increasing symptoms.
There is a group of us on Facebook, if you post in the pineal cyst research page someone will friend you and add you to our group! We are all going thru the same things, and there is much information to be had there!
btw, how big is your cyst? what are your symptoms?