I Miss The ME I Used To Be..

What I wouldn't give to be the old me..
The one who danced- either with a company, or in productions...or down the grocery store aisles.
The one who played- thrill seeker and adrenaline junkie at heart. Roller coasters, roller skates...bigger better faster was my rule.
Go big, or go home.
Just not anymore...
No more movies, birthday parties, outings, adventures, or dancing.
I get to be a bump on a log, sitting on my couch, going to arrogant and ignorant Dr's offices, twiddling my thumbs waiting....And waiting some more.
For what?
To be told there's no hope, nothing's wrong with me, I'm crazy...
What I wouldn't give to be the old me, the vibrant me, the fun me once again!